tears fall from my eyes when I think about him
its been days and I haven't heard from him
I wonder if he spares a thought for me
I want to invade his mind
place my feelings inside of his hollow brain
and make him feel what I feel
I want him to feel the pain he has caused me
the longing
the wishing
the hoping
all of it
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the worst part about loving someone like him is the ignorance
he holds nothing close to him
he can kiss me and feel nothing
he is ignorant in love
and I am an expert
he can share a bed with me
and still say that we are just strangers
he can see the vulnerable parts of me
and still claim that he doesn't know me

I have loved him for 10 years
10 years I want to take back
how and why does he make me feel this way