This year was a good year lots of unique and interesting who treat me well and Appreciate all I've done. Sometimes I hate work but sometimes it could be rewarding. This year had been productive lots of growth and people willing to teach you they help you grow and advance before it felt like people set you up to fail. I always wanted it and it was never given to me. Learn to let go of the toxic people and negative not living up to the hype of others.
The sad part is when it's your own family complicating things. I mind my business and do my own thing seemed like everything I did annoyed and bugged them. I never asked them for help; they had this crazy idea I owed them 0r had to live up to these ridiculous standards they couldn't even match.
I never talk about anyone, if I had something to say I'd more likely to say it to their face. If did value their opinion but they left me hanging after a while I lost interest, I wasn't them or I couldn't be like them because not meant to be.
I'm single and no kids the rest of my cousins and siblings are married with kids or some have kids. I respect that life style; why does my way of life bother you. I'm not judging anyone I've seen these people make mistakes do stupid stuff that's on them. I've done my share of trouble making but with time I've grown and learned to say No because sometimes going along with things are the worse regardless if you're doing a good thing. Focused on what I like which is writing and publishing something.