It's been a while since you left him.
But you are still living in him,
He says he has moved on and forgotten about you.,
But when he is drunk and have his guards down,
I see the real him,
I see the regret and heartbreak he's keeping.
The regret in his smile..that never reaches his eyes.
The regret of being so in love with you.
That it change him...Everything about him.
From his watch to clothes to apartment to his personality .
And I don't have to ask if those things reminded him of you..
Because he has said..everything does.
Maybe that's why he hates his skin..
Because he can't change it..
He says it smells of you..
He says love is a tragedy happens to two people at the same time.
You are killing every part of him.
One by one ..
I'm listening everything he has to say..
I can't do anything about it for my dismay.
I've heard him cry himself to sleep.
I've seen him struggle to do simple things.
Is it love that he carries on his body or a scar that you gave him.
Isn't love supposed to be a good thing??
Please let him go for good
or come back to him.