Are you happy with yourself?
Are you happy with the way you treat people?
Do you get off on hurting those who care about you,
do you feel pleasure in causing them pain?

How does it feel tearing apart people that love you?
Is this a good thing, are you alright with this?

I try and I try.
Nowhere.

That's where it gets me.

So many games,
we tiptoe around like we don't know what we are doing,
like we don't know what's really happening.

Keeping people at arms length,
letting them in slowly,

but not really.

Aren't you tired of games?
Why do you let me in, let me care and give and want

Just take it away
to pull back and scream and fight

I am so tired fighting,
I think I'll just be done.

Who would want to fight for you anyway? ​