i don’t dream of you, i don’t see you i barely ever hear from you the polaroids on my bunk walls are gone i covered them with pressed flowers and rotting leaves i covered them with doodles of daydreams of open skies and crooked wings i gave myself some air to breathe & forget
and i’m sorry love i didn’t mean to i swear
my lips turned blue when the ground turned white i loved you more each day, but you lie about where you go at night and i lay my **** bare
so i’m sorry love i didn’t mean to i swear
..but also, i think, i'm only pretending to care...