I guess maybe I’m just selfish. I don’t really want to end this. But I’m too ****** up I have to take the risk. What I would give for just one more kiss. I need to get away from here, and make new memories. Maybe if I find some friends there will be better scenery. But all I am is a product of subliminal thievery. So what’s next in this mess I call life? I’m finding myself wanting to feel the sting of the knife. But I guess I’ll just settle for trying to be alright.