why am i always writing about you why did you pull me aside today and said you needed to talk to me you don't understand how many things ran through my head you lifted my expectations and then you let them fall to the ground every time i see you i want to tell you how much you mean to me i want you to know what it is you make me feel but i will never be able to explain it you tell me to date another boy you play with me like a toy you ask me why don't i like him and my heart screams and my brain aches because all i want to do is say it's you