When my life goes amok your name drifts into my head. The what ifs rush to conclusions. It's more than I miss you it's I'm lost without you. Life has been going at my pace, but dull ever since you left. I salvage a "relationship", it's more of a charity case at this point. Trying to right a bit of the wrongs till karma catches up with me. I see you with him and it brings joy into my life, it's true what they say, if you love them let them go... I just wish your freedom came from me. It spend the next 50 years of my life making a time machine to right my wrongs but I know at the end of days... You will find him...