Don’t presume to think that they love you, because the truth is that they don’t. Nor should you ponder whether they’ll want you, because the truth is that they won’t. They tried to warn you ahead of time, they were trying to save you the trouble. Apparently they saw your future, just your dreams in ash and rubble. You didn’t listen, you held on to hope to think it was at least worth a try. Now you drink, you smoke, and curse. Because you believed in your own lie.