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Dec 2017
You yell at her

she blames herself

What did she do wrong

she will make it right

You’re back yay


She wants to die

You don’t know

You made it worse today

You don’t know


Can blade's talk

It’s screaming out to her

It’s telling her you’ll feel better

Maybe it will

No it won’t

Well maybe one cut wouldn’t be bad


Starts with one cut

Then a second one appears

Then all of a sudden there are ten new cuts on her skin


The music is so loud

she cut deep

Maybe deep enough to **** her

But like I said you don’t know


She's stuck

With no family

No friends

No love


No one wants to save her

Everyone would be happy if she were dead

She should just end it

What’s stopping her?


She says

What if..

..I hurt someone

..Someone wants to die because i did

..I make someone sad

..I don’t succeed


So many reason to end it

But she doesn’t

She wants to

It's impossible to make her want to live

She wants someone to love her


She feels

Numb

Suicidal

Sad

Angry

Guilty

Unlovable

Useless

Ugly

Broken


One little thing could push her over the edge

Music is always playing

Ignores the world

Has nothing left


Late at night

She’s drunk

She is on the roof

She runs across the road

She prays for death

She visits the graveyard

She wants him to be here

She misses him


Nothing

Will be okay again

Can stop her

Will love her


I’m fine

Is a lie

She’s not fine

Don’t worry she’ll be okay soon

Enough


She is

Lost

Tired

****** up

Done

Dead soon


She doesn’t want

A funeral

People visiting her grave

People saying they loved her

People saying they miss her

Cause it's all a lie


She won’t even write a suicide note

She doesn’t care enough anymore

People don’t care

Why should she


Water

She loves it

She holds her breath in it

Until she can’t

Then she swims up

Maybe next time she won’t

Swim up..


Why

Can’t anyone care

Can’t anyone love

her

why

Can’t she be happy

Can’t she be free


Someone please save her

Before it’s too late


Forget

About the pain

About the cuts

About the bruises

About everything

About her

About me
kellie knut
Written by
kellie knut  15/F/waconia minnesota
(15/F/waconia minnesota)   
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