I'm conscious I am a rambling idiot I sometimes see a glimpse of sense, Patterns created by me I like to say I'm artsy I know the real reality I'm just a depressed mess, Picking up trash and calling it crafts Thinking I may have finally gotten it right, I awake and it never changes Life is thickening up fast like a poor made dessert I just stand here with my fork, in hopes it'll cool down My tongue is destroyed, It no longer can take the burn So be warned don't serve me overcooked confections