I can't imagine my existence as a living being without you
'Coz without you i'm no longer a 'he'... I become an 'it'...
Since the day you left
....i have a body
But there is no more a soul
It died as you left
Took with it every single joyful memory
And left me with depressing and tearful remains
I lost my sense of idenity
I don't feel a sense of belonging no more
Loneliness rapes me regularly
I try to put up a fight
But eventually it always seems to overpower me
Darkness now has become my new friend
The lights just **** now
I'm still trying to figure as to which of the following three was the reason for the disaster that was our relationship....
Was I not good enough for you???
Or were you too good for me???
Or was I just ******* delusional???
I can only speculate...
But i guess I'll never know.....