Right now the whole world is spinning And me just sitting here on the train and grinning It feels so strange being alone so late at night I am still thinking should I run or just stay out of sight People don't understand how I feel How much her love means to me and wonder if it's real The moon is full the wind is cold and not a cloud in the dark sky On this night I did crack a smile It hasn't been there for quite a while The sun It will always shine But it's raining in my head again All of these thoughts always hoping everything will be just fine As my body shivers from the cold My heart pounding with the heat from the love i have for her which in fact will never grow old All the faces on the train Moods they differ from face to face All the while hoping hoping Noone can see my pain The planes take off in the distance The train comes to a sudden stop and I am standing there in some kind of trance But these tears they continue to fall I am breathing..... the question remains am I alive at all