Wasted toxins, filling my head with nonsense Most of it traumatizing Mind rolled in pills without realizing Toxins, toxins, filling my head with unclear messages Unclear thoughts, sometimes reminiscing Substantial amounts of toxins Fill my mind with such a boost, a high that lifts me and makes me feel so low A place where nobody goes or wants to know In such a monotone manner, your words like Hidden messages wrapped up in my mind So much love with such a cold heart Such a bright beginning with a bad start Toxins, toxins, toxins, lift me from the problems I seem to face Somethingβs cannot be erased or I cannot escape Take me on a trip to the open gates Where hell freezes over, where my mind has its own place All the wasted, wasted toxins All filled in space