you keep feeding yourself little lies about him wishing one were true just so you could have a reason to get over him but you can't because no matter how bad he hurts you you hold on to the old him and he's gone he's been gone but you failed to see that and you fell more and more in love with him clueless to the fact he was falling in love with someone else allowing yourself to get hurt but you keep falling and falling and you still can't stop