Not yet just a flicker a hint by dint of time's deliberate holdback of what the heart desires
not yet
an hour seems a day a week a month a year an eternity
it's a test (the most trying?) can you wait?
hope is far away love does seem so blur in the mist your dream held in suspense your boat stays stagnant in the stream of lost hours and you would go nowhere
not yet
though the day languishes in silence evening sets in soon enough dusk its lengthening shadows will cast
but patience has its limit
surely the approaching night will be kinder and the sufferer would find comfort and rest after all this while
( oh no! nothing has happened nothing at all!)
what's next?
is the gate still locked and the wanderer is shut away and all pathways are blocked?
( the stage is set to break the longing fragile heart the drama is over and the curtain is about to fall)