gives me a stomach ache. what am i to say? and to whom? every letter droops with the dampness of what they call 'love' but they call it sweetly, in sultry tones and trembling caresses, calling it like a bird, calling it like they know it does not care and does not hear them. their drooping calls and caresses hang limply in the air waiting damp and dull to be found and lulled back to a sleep of threadbare dreams where 'love' is not a bird or a heartfelt leap but a sad saggy poem full of letters that droop as you weep.