I'm sure there's so much more to come but I can look back and see why what was done was done How it shaped and changed the girl inside How much the internal struggle burned cyanide Choking on too much anger hurt fear pride Though sometimes having no good reason to find the worth I hide Learnt to concentrate on not so great side I would fight to catch the shine But my mind was always falling further behind Too many critical words they grew to be the only voice I heard Still get it I listen but keep balance in check They have learnt from their too level of lack Learning to know and love myself for me and no one else to downgrade self belief A better me for a better you Future with more happiness Sunlight shining through