Outside I see life hurdle past at a speed leaves vapour trails behind and as I eat my soup, a child in Rohingya dies of malnutrition. It is morning after the party, and I try to feel guilty about the food we ate and cannot, and now as I write a child in Yemen died of a shrapnel wound to its stomach. What a sin we commit not given an infant a chance to live a life of peace, but this, not the full story we in Europe is quick with the scalpel taking life before it is born and we feel no guilt, just another lost day at the clinic of death.