When does someone open their eyes and see
When does she know she’s in too deep
Why does she hate herself
Why has she not killed herself

Why I’ll tell you why
She’s too strong to take the easy way out that’s why

Some days she wishes with all her might she will die tonight
But she never does die that night
Or any night those thoughts enter the mind

Before you judge me for doing what I’ve done
Keep in mind
That it was because I felt dead inside
And needed to feel alive inside
Just because I’m breathing
Doesn’t mean I feel alive inside