she** killed every part of me she pulled me into a dark tunnel, away from the crowd she would never let me choose my appetites, my daily routine, my mind, I do as she pleased she told me how much unwanted I am, how much hatred I received and how much flaws written on me she promised me that I wont get hurt if I stand away from the crowd but she make me suffer with insecurities and shutting me out I became mute I cant talk my voices and soul are sinking in my body I was trapped in me I was trapped by her in my own body because she is anxiety