she killed every part of me
she pulled me into a dark tunnel, away from the crowd
she would never let me choose
my appetites, my daily routine, my mind, I do as she pleased
she told me how much unwanted I am, how much hatred I received and how much flaws written on me
she promised me that I wont get hurt if I stand away from the crowd
but she make me suffer with insecurities and shutting me out
I became mute
I cant talk
my voices and soul are sinking in my body
I was trapped in me
I was trapped by her
in my own body
because she is anxiety