The blood isn’t rushing like it used to. What am I supposed to do? I miss the warm rush streaming down my arm. How long before it does any harm? My eyes are starting to fill up with hate. I know for a fact I need an escape. It pains me to say but I’m just a mistake. So I don’t blame you if you never want to see my face. What am I doing here? My life is so unclear. I just know I need you near.