I hold on to your goodbyes,
Wish I didn't expect it,
But eventually you come back,
Just like I suspected.....

In in your company
I just want to be myself!!,
Because your gonna go
Again, at least il be the same,
Still by myself......
Before we say hello again.
And I stand unknown,
Feeling all the pains,
*** is the aches,
Just wanna stop my brain,
BBEACAUSE IT TWITCHES
WITH YOU IN ALL THE THOUGHT,
I'VE BECOME UNLIKE ME,
AND I DONT KNOW WHO I AM,
BLOWING OUT THE SPEAKERS
WHEN THEY PLAY OUR JAM

And I stay in the place
Where all the emptiness goes,
Maybe is I could be myself,
A self I dont even know.
And they tell me to stay away
From you,
But I knock myself out
And your there when I come to.

BECAUSE IM NOT MYSELF
BY MYSELF!!!
I LOSE IT ALL WHEN YOU'RE AROUND!
*** IS THIS,
HELLO, GOODBYE,
My pride don't make a sound,
Who I am,
Il always remain the same,
When you come back,
Il be awake again,
Because only you know my name....