I saw the pain in your eyes the night we left. A tormented hollow look that chilled my soul. All was lost in the grey eyes I saw. Nothing screamed back in those **** eyes. Too damage beyond repair. Not even a reflection of a light from the living room glistened into your eyes. A useless carnage of a human piece of meat was the way you remained that night. I never felt lost until I couldn't see into those eyes. Merky with pain and soon the apathy you will surely devlop. All the love in the world won't save you my dear boy. A crushed rib caged penetrates your heart, sticking fragments of the wreckage into your heart. All is lost and I can't bare the thought of you being dead while you still breathe. Your heart bleeds out. Tainted as it is black. Your no human anymore. Just a ghost of a person I loved. Still love with the mental affliction to see that there is something there. My heart knows there is not. But I can't burry you now. I need you even if your not there. More than ever. Please help me. **** me fast. Loving you is killing me slowely with a repeative stake going in and out of my heart. Please shed a tear it should be somewhere near. That we must go and finally be put to rest.