Caught in the tangled, death of weeds I hear the shots ring out It has begun-- between the fading day of sky and hollow crackling ice beneath my feet
Again, resounding shots above my head with baying hounds and threat of voices blazoning the prey I do as I have always done-- make a run for itβ¦. and always, in the past I seemed to get away
My soul is sinking, this time along with boots in ******* mud -soaked panic-sweat clambering up a bank in naked peril numb with cold Heaving breaths billow onto frigid air Stumbling sluggish Moments cling Inertia-- grapples for an edge...
With all my body's strength exhausted longing I heave myself back...
Fear floods out like birth into the lake of waking
A long time there I lay paralyzed, dumbfounded
My father used to take us with him trap-shooting in the open fields of Hatfield, Massachusetts. We would huddle in the car and wait for it to end, but this day, I was exploring along the edge of woods before they started, and got caught out....
This is also about sleep-paralysis-- both terrifying!