All my life, I listen and follow their orders
Not breaking rules nor stepping out the borders
I did my best to give them what they want
But that "BEST" seems just like a useless chant

They never knew what I really feel
Never knew if I'm just pretending or it's real
I  feel alone all throughout  this journey
It's because no one cares--- no one cares about me

I always feel that I'm a big failure
I always feel that I'm a big mistake
Like a severe disease with no cure
And no one cares--- that's the sad thing I can't take

That's why I learned to do things on my own
And kept my reasons to them still unknown
I spend my time mostly in solitude
And no one cares about that attitude

There were times that I think of suicide
But still I have that little voice inside me  called hope
And I know,myself that I can still hide
Those problems and pains and I can still cope.

Even though no one cares for me
I'll continue living in this hell
Coz I know God will be there for me
And will help me come out of my shell