I too am touch-starved, my beloved I saw your face on an angel’s stomach in my dreams and when god let the gates of the earth close about me , I saw you wrapped in winter seaweed eyes and eels frozen doves’ wings petrified mercilessly in the water forsaken shards eye-shadowed like a two-sun solar system marked like some amazonian trail tree, blazed with rice paper wet paint, fresh and false and free, my beloved c-shaped tunnel round about your eye in crimson, like some caterpillared jesus bust I retched your likeness into my lap, , minty razor blades flying across my arms glistening with human-scent to mimmick god’s work with lucifer’s lust