I always see, I always hear
The falling drops of her rain-like tears
Shouting so loud with tremendous fear
But no one seems to hear her agony
No seems to see her eyes full of anxiety,
Her Depressed mind, Depressed soul and her depressed body
No one knows because she used to pretend
No one knows because she always lend
A helping hand together with her smile
That Makes my world stop in just a while.
But as I look in her deep brown eyes,
I see her most sacred secret:
She's living in a world as cold as Ice
But with her smiles, everything looks perfect.

I adore her for being too strong
In hiding those pains with her smiles for so long
I adore her for being there for everybody
Even though she's tired of all those craps
She still manage to be that "Somebody"
And do all of those crazy stuffs

It hurts a lot when I see her that way
'Coz I know that she's getting worse each day
The monster inside her is slowly getting stronger
Eating her heart:Filling it with anger-----
Anger to this world that she's living in
Anger to every one and every little thing
Anger that will End her life In just one night!
Anger that will end her painful life!
---- But still, she's fighting that growing monster inside
And like all the years that passed,
Behind her Pretentious smiles is the place where she used to hide.