Wishing you can do something about it but you cant its your pain but in someone else's hands slipping through waiting for the answer to see if everything is ok looking on the other side of the room not able to move or do anything ,but watch just there waiting for the news it ***** knowing your not in control of something that is having to do with you something that hurts but someone else is carrying the thing you want to fix but you cant trespass the cation lines just wait on the other side