Once across my wrist
Twice across my thigh
3 more plus--
Are you ready to die?

Sorry sweetheart,
No caffeine tonight.

Cold silent toes
Vacated mind
How much more insanity lies?
The pain is there
The spark lights and dims
You keep it, still.
Observation time friends.

You said you'd be there
I should have known--
A feather light lie
worth my weight in gold.
Little and white
A ghost by the side.

Your stare never ceases,
But your mouth never moves.
Suffocating silence
The candle blows
One last glance, disinterest true
Who'd have thought--
You'd walk right through?

Empty mugs.
Bliss is gone.

Tell me where I went wrong.