I can't leave him because he's already been gone. Truth is, I don't even think he was ever really there. The saddest part of this, I actually thought he was. I fixed his broken heart, by giving him mine, and all he did was go back to the girl that had broken his, and now he is giving her my heart, only so she could destroy it all over again. I no longer see the good in him, and that's how it always should have been. I can't wait till I get over him. It's going to be great, he will try to come back and I have to be strong and say " I can't take you back."
I can't be sad anymore. I can't think of him anymore. I can't let him be the complete end of me. I can't let him go. I can't stop loving him. I can't stop thinking about him. I can't keep doing this. I can't stay strong. I can't act like I'm fine. I can't be happy all the time. I can't be sad all the time. I can't let the thought of him be the end of happy me. I can't.....