For the first time you hit me. 2. For the second time I cut. 3. For the third time he ***** me. 4. For the fourth time I wished myself dead. 5. For the fifth time I lost a friend. 6. For the sixth time I cried. 7. For the seventh time I failed that class. 8. For the eighth time you called me that name. 9. For the ninth time I refused to eat. 10. For the tenth time I tried to **** me.