I Want To bleed Out.. Why, Why couldn't it be true. Y Couldn't you stay true I'm still Inlove with us All I Wanted was trust I'm so saddened I feel so lost Not because of the drug The facts That I believed in you When it was lust you viewed My hearts now broken A feeling I wished to never be a victim too. How i wish my imaginations were true. How I wish my dreams of You Were True. You Were the one I gave myself to you before you made me your 1. I'm devastated Not even the drug could cure it My pain is so Deep I've never felt this weak I'm hurting more Than I've hurt Before I'm Wanting Nothing But To Be free Not from drugs, from misery I want to bleed out & leave What's the point in living? You killed me Nomore Chances, no more excuses I suffered 4 years Tortured with all your ******* It's so funny ... How you still want to place yourself in a position where Your the one hurting .. There is no more sorrys No apology can ever fix me You've accomplished The days of pleasure & company For your self Your self centered ****** self Never once hugged me When I was crying & suffering Never there for me When I needed you the most "the past , it was the past " You continued Throughout the years. You never stoped hurting me. You still do till this day. If you really cared? Then why tf is my heart now broken !!