I preached the opposite of what I reached. It Was Too Late, To capture Myself. I no longer hate.. Am I me? Did I convert already ? Why do I feel confused.. Are these feelings true?.. How long was I really in use .. I'm driving my Self crazy .. Sleepless night have crawled up. Where is my care of freedom? From The disease Or is it already leached on me .. Addiction is scary. Please Stay Drug free ...