He is not real
He is just a fantasy character
But when he was supposedly died
I wonder why did he choose the path of death?
When he could just leave and go on with his life?
Have his own family
Marry
Why did he choose to die alone?
Defending his country?
I judge him because he did not love

I thought the world revolves around love
But when I grew older
I realize now why he chose that path
Because there are things that love is  not enough
There are things you cannot just let go for the sake of love
But what is love anyway?

Even no matter how I observe
Love is still a mystery to me
Because I don't feel the need to sacrifice
And lose all my senses
There are things I am not willing to let go
Just for something new
Maybe he is the same
Even though I was relieved that there is a possibility that he is alive
That he disguised as someone else
Yet he still choose to remain alone
I used to question why
Now I understand why