someone's walking up the stairs
up and down
I see shadows from the window
my guardian angel
said their hurt
now I'm suffering too

looked cloudy from the inside
walked outside
and it's not

pins on me
you put them on
my skin
for decoration
buttons on my legs
I was bleeding
forever

you say to change my hair
and rip up all my clothes
oh violent
teddy bear of mine
I have to take away
the scissors from your hands

giving me nightmares
at night
no longer hugging you

hope to burn you down
violent love

now your the shadow I see
going up and down
the one who attacked
my angel
giving me delusions too

couldn't fill up your heart
with love
so now you fill mine with fear

paranoia
paranoia
eyes open
all the time