Theres a guilt that you feel When everything is going right But you can't stop thinking about the one thing that went wrong There's a guilt that you feel When you spend an entire day content But still find time at night For one sad song One lonely memory Theres a guilt that you feel When you've gained everything you need And still long for everything you want You remember the hurt And the strain But you can't help it There's a guilt that you feel When you can wake up with a smile And can only think about how bright it used to be Even if it came after a night of crying There's a guilt that you feel When the sun is shining on your skin And the wind is blowing through your window And all you can think about Is how happy they must be without you There's a guilt that you feel For wanting the one thing that hurts you the most When you know deep down All you want is to be free.