Condemned
To a life that wants to take me
To a heart chained and restrained
To emotions not shown or supported

Condemned
To love for you that kills me slowly
To darkness forever with no way out
To fears that no one can understand

I’m tired and sick
Of trying and failing
Thinking I had a reason to get back up
But look to see and its gone

Condemned
To people who believe in a god that doesn’t believe in me
To a world lost and forsaken
To anger, hatred, and pain towards the giver of my life

Condemned
To demons I created for myself
To be a nightmare the world created
To be an orphan of society