Craving Felt better Than Using.
Why Is it?
What I once Was hooked On Was not How I imagined it to feel.
The Thoughts Gave Me a better feeling Than the actual Use of it.
For 2 years I Was feining For A Feeling That Ended up being 20x less than The reality if it.
How upsetting.
I'm Dissapoined For Failing But more upset At the fact that I've been Thinking Of it To Be Much Better Than I was Desiring it.
Wow