I think it quite strange living here walled by this house when I was wilder than now I lived in nature stalking birds and pollen laden things always my toes in sands or hot footed in summer. I was in love with the sky, no matter the weather in storms I hid beneath branching cedars sleeping on mossy pillows, in the woods of my backyard. I never gave much thought to houses then, I only went there to sleep or eat and waited to leave again waited for an inkling of sun to warm the cold grass spent days climbing trees, red plums and cherries I imagined that's how life would always be, living outdoors under the sun or clouds wet with rain, always picking flowers.