What If i Do Relapse. Take A Line or A Hit. What If i do go back To my old Addictive Ways? What happens next ? Will You Give me another chance and Help me over come it for the millionth time? Support me and be by my side. Or Will You Stop Being My Friend and Never speak to me Again? Forget me like I was no one in your life. I Question Myself What's better For me. Being sober & depressed. Being high & Feel no emotions. The question Will remain ..