Our blood was laced with alcoholic excuses from bad fathers neither of us signed up for We traced our lineage to find disadvantage for the hopeful And in the end I found a brother Who was more like my father A missing backbone Crutches to limp check his empathy A hard lined depression drenched in self-loathing The man much more a hollow cage Leaking from his seams Not wishing to get better A ghost in the shadow of today's tomorrow We are blood, my brother and father And some days Blood is the only thing we have in common