I have everything expect fulfilment I am alone with everyone I am happy with all the unhappy situations I am an optimist in being a pessimist I am very lucky to have all the unlucky things I am the best in all the worst things I continuously succeed in getting failure I am working hard without recognition I am comforting myself to get into trouble I am thinking without sense I am planning something and doing some other thing I am expecting all the unexpected things I stay positive in all the negative things I am beautiful with my ugly face I am happy with all my problems I love myself with so much of hatredness The utmost paradox is I am living while I am dying inside.