If I could take it back, I would have listened more. I knew that this day will come. I was really happy to see you. I was really happy to talk to you. I was really happy that you visited me. I was really happy, and sad. I was hopeful but skeptical. I was really afraid. I was happy to talk to you. I was happy to see you. I, for a second, wanted you back. I, for a second, so hoped that you'd want me back. I was so afraid. I couldn't even breathe. It took me years to get over you. I wish I could take back all the words that I said to you. I didn't even say sorry. I was happy. I thought of how well you treated me. Again, I was afraid.
Got inspired to write a poem because Night So Long from Haim was on Repeat.