you willingly subscribe to the belief of a god that encourages you in and then rewards you for condemning those that are seen as other or different than yourself
but that is not what the true meaning of this so called good book is calling upon you to do
but still you do picketing funerals of gay people wishing death upon those that are of different abilities and minds and willfully supporting conversion therapy as if there is enough electricity in this world to make me stop loving men and women
and this god this vision of a man with white skin and long brown hair but not enough length to make him seem feminine with his flat stomach and the fabricated willingness to absolve us of all our sins by, ironically enough, being murdered he still does not scare me
no, what scares me is what you do in the name of your god what you believe him to be saying that because i am a trans man because i am queer because i tried to **** myself i am going to hell
but doing this using your god a man proven time and again to be of middle eastern descent with an ***** ****** mother and two fathers as an excuse to incite violence upon others how does that not make you ask yourself if this is what he really would have wanted?
but when you can take this person and raise them upon a pedestal that forgives you of your hate what does it matter what they really said what they really believed and that they loved all equally?
this probably has something to do with why i like to see jesus as a woman sometimes a trans woman but mostly because women are of a gentler human variety a nurturing sort inhabiting the universal image of a mother
and i know that this god, maybe the one that i pray to when i donβt know what else to do i know that she loves me despite everything i have done to others and to myself she loves me she loves me she loves me