fascination can be at shiny baubles dangling like dizzying beads sparkled on success chains of lithe necks or we those darker sides surveyors of anything but gold portraying the tops of clouds the other side of mountains the side of the bead against flesh feeling but un-lightened sweaty and real the unopened letters piling up in mailboxes fully stuffed see the other side I suppose of the same coin the dark side of the moon looking up but down sequentially prospecting solutions instead of reward the resolution an end sad it all is how some are born with no future
an effort, somehow deep inside I relate to Sylvia and her son, to portray how some people are born just sad. Genetics. I don't know. Just sad.