darling, hide your worries in my chest as if it is an attic. after all the only thing that lives there anymore is mothballs and cobwebs. box up your fears and stick them in my head. i can not exactly think anymore but what will one more box hurt right? remind me that promises weren't ever meant to be kept and love was never meant to be kind. show me that pain is normal and happiness is a foreign object. i remeber seeing you smile and i wondered what that felt like, but then i remembered that i was carrying the weight of the world for you and maybe it was worth it honey. maybe all the hurt i felt was worth that sweet smile of yours even if it showed up just for a second, darling.