Nobody understands you
I want to know
Why you ****
The pain you cause
You make warriors fall to their knees
You are more powerful than any army
Everybody worships you
You haunt nightmares
You are an evil sorcerer
Your prison locks away the forgotten
In a place where
Creativity, imagination, and color
They do not exist
They are not welcome

I hate you Death
You have taken from me
You thief!
You are evil
You torture my mind
My body screams for the pain to stop
You **** me from the inside out
You possess my thoughts
There is nothing worse
You filthy liar!  You cheater!
You are a coward
Hiding in the shadows and then striking
Unexpectedly
I hope you suffer beyond belief!

And yet,
Without you
There would still be pain
Sorrow
Torture
You end all that
With one movement
What is worse than death?
Many, many are worse than Death
You may be a devil, Death
I will never understand you
But
You have helped me through life
And when it is my time to end
Will I do it willingly?

There is another option
I could just, leave life now
Jump into your open arms
Accept my fate
Close my eyes
And walk towards you
Maybe it would be better that way

But then
I would lose this world
This Earth, where there is
Love
Happiness
The world is like a frothy bowl of soup
With many different colors and people
Every day, you take a sip
Swallowing some of the contents
When will I get swallowed?
I will wait and see
I will not leave this world, Death
At least not right now
Or any time soon