Aug 2017
I ******* hate my life
Why the **** do I have to deal with all this strife?
Dealing with an autistic brother really is a bother
Why the **** did I have to lose my mother
**** wouldn't have turned out this way
Everything would have turned out okay
Instead I get to deal with all this ****
**** that won't be resolved even if you have some wit
Because of the way my life has developed
That's why I look it in the eye and say, *******.
Why the **** do I have to deal with all this strife?
Dealing with an autistic brother really is a bother
Why the **** did I have to lose my mother
**** wouldn't have turned out this way
Everything would have turned out okay
Instead I get to deal with all this ****
**** that won't be resolved even if you have some wit
Because of the way my life has developed
That's why I look it in the eye and say, *******.
None of this exaggerated btw. I actually mean all of it. I'm so ******* ****** at how my life has turned out. It's a bunch of ******* *******. And I know it's not cool saying that about my brother but the attitudes he gets ******* ****** me off. He doesn't respect me and I'm his ******* elder.
