An uneasy gut feeling,
My heart sinking down to my stomach,
Breaking slowly,
My head throbbing,
For what reason was I feeling guilt,
Feeling guilty for living how I wanted,
Making me feel guilty for experiencing happiness for once in my life,
An uneasy gut feeling,
One like never before,
One that I didn't dream of experiencing,
They tell you to take the path less travelled,
They tell you to make your own path,
See well I'm not on a trail,
I'm not near any path,
I'm on a sinking boat surrounded by the ocean,
I have no way out.
I'm stranded and forced to deal with situation I'm in.
And as I sit in this boat pondering about life,
I have this... Uneasy gut feeling